All down.

The computer at home is down.
Cranky and all.
I do not have the expertise to get it fixed, and frankly I don't have the mood to.
So you won't be catching me on MSN for quite awhile..
This also means no maple for me, which in a way I think it's not that bad a thing.

A recent spate of events have me all cranked up.
I get weird dreams, fever and a splitting headache. (I swear the head's gonna split into 2, maybe 3)
I've got a list of issues archived in my head that I truly wanna blog about. But as mentioned the recent spate of events cranked me up so much, all I wanna do is sleep.

Everything's strange these days.
I get home, shower and sleep at 9 or 10pm (sometimes 7 or 8) and wake up again some time later to carry on with other stuff, or just fall back into sleep again.
With a full 8 hours of sleep, I still cannot wake up fresh and bright in the morning and get to work.
Instead, I let the alarm ring for 0.5 hours or so before I really get out of bed.

I am not sure if I am consciously making an effort to remember my dreams. But each morning, when I wake I tend to remember those dreams and it's somewhat scary. Though at the end of the day, all I remember becomes fuzzy, the gist of those dreams still remain.
It's like Wednesday today but I have a list of dreams since Saturday still flashing in my head.

This is like, not so much a good sign.

I know how boring and mundane this blog sounds.
But that is just a simple reflection of how mundane and boring my life is now.
I wish to inject some excitement. Really wish I could.

Although retail therapy sounds promising, it doesn't always work wonders. In this case, it totally fail to perk me up anymore.
I thought it would, but it didn't
To prove this point, I did major retail therapy yesterday.

3 caridgans (black, white, pink) from Taka and Esprit. That is a total of $57.70 spent on just cardigans. (don't ask)
A pair of shoes from Pazzion which I bought purely out of impulse. I was so freaking mad, went in to the first shoe shop that I came across and bought the first pair of white colored shoes that I thought looked reasonably ok. Let's just pretend it does not cost $49 for a simple white slip ons.
Dinner at Sushi Tei cost $25.80.
Sushi at Sushi Tei is way better than that at Sakae really. Try the plate of salmon skin ($4) it is wayy good.

So in all, I spent $132.50 just in a day.
I am saying " no" to retail therapy for awhile. Else I won't be able to afford the grass that I have to eat from now till the end of the month.

Maybe I should binge on food instead.

Notes:
- Since I am not on MSN, if you need something from me tag me or email me. (no, Rie the Berry, don't tag me and tell me how I invade your dreams ok?- freaked out enough about the dream part)
- I am doing what everybody is doing.. I wanna ktv too .. (let me know if there is something planned)
- Subscribe me back at xanga. I am back at the protecteds.
- If you are nifty with your fingers and fix computers in a jiffy, tag me.