Relativity

Happiness, I reckon is relative.
After the rain, you sometimes would see a beautiful rainbow.
The rainbow's beauty is relative.
Depending on how bad the storm preceding it was.

To me, happiness is based on that similar notion.
How happy you feel depends on how depressed/sad/upset/angry you were prior to this state.
Sometimes we'd find ourselves in transition.
Like after the storm, you do not immediately see the rainbow. There is a transitory period. Where by, you just wait for something to happen.
Sometimes, it may not be the rainbows that receive you after that storm, it might be yet another bigger or smaller one. Depending.
So all there is in transition... is really the anticipation.

I am in transition.
And yes, I am anticipating.

Yesterday, I went to sleep hoping today will be a better day.
Praying the moment I wake up.. I will be revitalised.
When I opened my eyes today, I waited a couple of minutes.
When it sank into me that revitalisation did not happen, newfound energy did not seep into my pores late last night...
I was all gloomy once more.

Perhaps tomorrow.