When it rain, it pours

Sometimes I tell myself to stay positive.
But when I try to do so, it just pours on me.. like literally.

Wasn't feeling too good in the afternoon today. And I truly just can't put a finger to what is wrong. It didn't help when I had to help pack an office of clothes.
Trust me, its an office full of clothes.
I suspect the reason why these days I am so turned off by sales, is because the crazy store reminds me of my crazy office.
Tops/bottoms/jackets strewn all over the place, stuffy room, noise, noise and more noise.
Give me a neat and bright store with bright lights and spacious room anytime.
I think I am only going to shop after the festive season.
I can no longer tolerate the sight of heaps and heaps of clothes.
I'd black out.. really.

Anyhow, as I was saying.
I wasn't really feeling too happy today.
Just when I can finally get out of office and head home to lazeeee..
It had to just rain.
It didn't rain when I was in office. BUT it had to rain when I stepped out and was walking to the MRT.
WHAT is wrong????
I don't remember praying for rain can?

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On a lighter note.
I received my first wrapped Christmas present from Siew Lin yesterday.
So touched can.
I mean.. the last time I received a wrapped Christmas present was when I was little...
I love wrapped presents, be it for Birthday or Christmas. It's just the process of ripping the paper apart and seeing what lies beneath that makes the entire "present" deal that great.
Plus the fact that it takes a whole lot of effort to really wrap it up, makes it all the more special.
Even if its nothing really very fancy beneath the wrapper.. It is still something lor.
Made me feel so ashamed of myself.. for buying her present sooo last minute.. like right before I met her..
So I promise next year, I'd be more hardworking...

I played Santa's elf today, when I passed pixie her present from Santa Lin.
hahaha.. Too bad no reindeer.
Am I corny or what?
Gah.
Anyway, was supposed to hand pass her a littl something from me as well. BUT.. I left it at home.
Remind me to bring my brains along to work the next time...

After receiving my first Christmas present (that's so special).. I am finally in a more Christmasy mood. Not that it says alot. But at least I won't snap at the next person asking So what are your plans for Christmas?

In case you are wondering..
There are no plans for Christmas.
Except for a dinner at his aunt's place.. and more wandering on the streets..
I mean, what do people do on Christmas?
Sit under the tree and wait for presents? I think I'd rather sleep.

I soooo need to lose weight.
Doing nothing but sitting around gorging and sulking is not making those fats melt away.
Its tough to lose the fats that I piled on when I was in Taiwan.
How I would like to turn back time and stop those Bubble Tea, snacks, late night suppers, ice-cream and more snacks.
2 kilos can.
I put on 2 kilos during my trip there.. and I can't frickin get it off now!
My only consolation is that he came off worse than I did...
Hah!

I am spending my bonus at the back of my mind now.
This can't be a good sign.
Holidays/Facial/Uzap/Shoes/Bags/Books/Anti-ageing gunk

Believe it or not.
All that mad sales made me save $250 this month. That is how much I hate squeezing my ass into the crowded stores. I literally stay off them.
Maybe I should go away to KL next year and come back with a sack of pretty shoes.

Perhaps perhaps perhaps.