Why huh?

I don't understand really.
Why I cannot be sweet and gentle
I want to be a shu nu leh.
So my boyfriend will be proud of me and say: My girlfriend's very sweet.
Thus far, he chokes at the the sssssssssssss sound.

Me: Why huh? I am not sweet and gentle
FAT ass: Huh.. I also dunno
Me: How huh?
FAT ass: -sigh in resignation, and gave that pained look-

Why huh?
How can I not be sweet and gentle? I thought it's natural
Girl = sweet
Girl = gentle
难道 I am boy?

I give up saying I'd reform. I think everybody's sick of hearing that. I've said 2304892098534095 times I want to reform and be sweet, nice and gentle. But I have only succeed 0.000000000000000001 times.

Dead tired now.
I feel weak. I just want to melt in my bed and sleep till tomorrow afternoon.

Oh.
To that person who used my name to post on my tagboard:
I am ok with you saying stuff about me. But really.. If you (or anybody else) want to post something bad about me, please please please use proper English.
It's annoying enough to read stupid stuff, it pisses me off when your English is.. crap.
I welcome comments, positive AND negative. But I urge you to reread before you post. Especially when its negative comments.

And despite how crappy your English is, I won't delete comments. I think I can go to www.tag-board.com to delete. BUT, I find it very very meaningless. So feel free to tag for all I fucking care. Just mind your English ok.

By the way, its:
"Your blog sucks to THE core, you ought to be left on THE shelf..."
And what is it with old virigin?
Excuse me.
I am only 23 hor.
Old meh???
Excuse me.
Don't speculate hor.
Just because I sound menopause-al doesn't mean I am an old virgin ok?
Tsk Tsk.
Conclusions that people keeping jumping to.

Oh, and hor, please please please, when you want to leave comments on my tag, please please please either use your own name/nick or leave it as anonymous. Very tiring to reread a sentence twice to make sense out of it. Because I had to reread it twice to realise that it wasn't a tag by yours truly. Tiring for the eyes leh.

Boy oh boy.
I need to drop dead and sleep.