Anniversary

365 days ago, he sent me a msg
I think you are cute. Can you be my girlfriend?

A year swiftly passed.
Till today, I can't believe we have officially been together with each other for an entire year.

We quarrelled so much in this one year.
I cried so much in this one year.
He tried so much in this one year.
I said I wanted to leave so many times afore in this one year.

Its difficult to believe that we manage to pull through till this day.
And I never thought we would see this day together.
I think this relationship is so fraught with obstacles for us, that times when I do feel happy, I am blissfully happy. But the happiness never seem to last.
Today, we are smiling, tomorrow I am crying.
When will this end? When will I smile forever.
Perhaps maybe never.

BUT I am easily contented. Perhaps too easily contented.

When he hugs me, I smile.
When he holds my hand to sleep, I smile.
When he looks at me and break into a grin, I smile.

Despite it all, you and only you are capable of making me smile this way.