One more day to Friday

I hate this week.
Boss is insufferable.
Harping about things that are not within my control.
And she's sweet only at times.
Bah. Shouldn't be complaining.

I sooooo totally miss that bear of mine.
He's gone outfield for 3 days (and 2 nights)
And I am all sulky.
No smses from him, no calls from him.
Making me ultra grouchy.
Before he left, he actually asked if he should bring along his phone in case I'd miss him.
I haughtily told him.
Nah...
SHIT.

I thought I saw Jielun yesterday.
I did a double take on this guy and gaped a little.
He seriously seriously resembles Jielun.
Or at least his left profile did.
He had that same dimple, fair skin, small eyes, thin lips and messy hair.
But he's somewhat shorter than Jielun.
Kept stealing glances at him, instead of openly staring, cos as much as he looked like Jielun, his tigress of a girlfriend was within serious proximity.

Feeling so stoned these days.
Mind's like blank half the time.
Wonder if there's something wrong up there (as in my brain, or whatever's left in that head of mine).
Like my brain cells (whatever's left) has frozen, and I am just moving with the momentum.
Sigh.
Somebody slap me awake.

*drum roll*
I slept at 9:30pm yesterday, or thereabout.
Don't ask me how.
Don't ask me why.
I have no idea either.

I am overtly reliant on my (gummy) bear.

Received a call from Sears yesterday for an interview.
Because my boss was pissing me off
Because I was really bored
Because there is this girl at work that I can hardly tolerate,
I was rather interested.
Wanted to find out more, cos apparently they pay slightly better than my company.
But she refuse to divulge the department that was hiring.
And I am reluctant to leave my Ladies Department (despite how ugly the clothes are).
So I gave that a pass.
And I told myself.
I should not let myself be distracted.
I need to stay onto my company for at least a year.
And hopefully wait for them to retrench me instead.

You know how Singapore is perpetually having this Keep Singapore Clean and Green campaign (I wonder if it is still called that).
Anyhow, I think we are hardly doing anything to keep Singapore clean and green.
Its not to our credit that Singapore is Clean and Green.
Seriously, think about it.
Its the cleaners that are paid using taxpayer's money. (this reminds me, am I supposed to pay tax soon?)
So we are paying for a Clean and Green country.
Not because Singaporeans are so bloody hygenic and "green"

I say that because I spot the grossest of litter.

1. Gross litter ONE
On the train today, seated right next to me, an ah pek
I have nothing against ah peks if they are not tee ko peks.
But this ah pek next to me, started peeling off skin from his fingers.
Apparently he has some skin problem, and his fingers seemed to be rotting away, or at least the skin is.
He stared peeling pieces of his dead and very rotten skin and throwing it onto the train floor.
Gross I tell you.
I looked away very disgustedly.
And tried my darnest to pretend I didn't see.

But he proceed to sweep those gross skin from his lap to the floor.
Causing those disgusting skin to fly everywhere and that includes onto my lap.
I was soooooo tempted to tell him to examine his rotten fingers at home.
And that it is so totally gross to be doing that in public.
But somehow, that ah pek looked like those provoke-me-and-I-will-shout-at-the-top-of-my-lungs type of ah pek.
So I zipped.

2. Gross Litter TWO

I tend to look at the ground when I am walk.
Hence I am always knocking into stuff and tripping over something (don't ask).
Anyway, was walking back today.
When I spot something rather transparent and interesting on the ground.
At closer look.
It was a used condom.
I emphasize again, it is used.
Euuuwwwwwwwwww...
This is your cue to squirm.

It's goddamn gross really.
I mean, I am alright with seeing litter. I am not the cleanest person on earth.
But really, condoms are a different issue altogether.
I mean.. imagine all those stuff on and in it.
All those bodily secretions.
Couldn't you have disposed it like correctly.
The whole world will be a better place without a used condom on the ground really.
Imagine those poor folks who have to clean up after you.
And worse.
Imagine if it so happens land on some poor sod's head.
(not mine please)

I think using condoms are responsible.
But please don't limit your responsibility only towards birth control.
Please extend it out to proper disposal as well please.

Imagine some kid spotting it and asking their parents what those are.
Or worse, picking it up to play with.

Ok, I have digressed greatly, and honestly, no kid in the right mind would pick up litter and play with it.
What did I say about my over-imaginative mind.

Before I end the day.
I would like to say,
Adrian Tay
is TOTALLY GAY

p/s. I SWEAR I did not try to deliberately rhyme the above.
And his surname is really TAY, and he is TRULY gay.