Lost

I have yet to watch Lost yet.
Though I have heard raving reviews.
But then again, I've learnt something about raving reviews, its always subjective.
Just like how many thought Desperate Housewives were good, I didn't really like it.

So I did not devote time specially to catch Lost.

Anyhow, not that I want to talk about the show.
But I have been feeling pretty much lost lately.

I don't know if its because of work, and everyone's become like that.
Or if this is just isolated to me.

After 3 months of working.
I am finding myself very very detached from my surroundings.
Every single day after work, I am just so dead tired and cannot find the energy to do other things, like meeting up with friends, shop etc.
All I want to do is mostly to get home and rest, rot in front of my computer.
On the occasions I do go out after work, its only to meet my LBB.

And I started wondering, why is it I always find the time and energy to meet up with him, but never for my friends.
Its puzzling.
But really, deep down, we all have the answer.
It is so, because he is more important to me in my life.

Sometimes I wonder if this is good or bad.
I forsake the rest for just a mere someone.

Yesterday was the last day of my company's sample sale.
I lugged home 2 huge bags of clothes.
close to 70 pieces of children's tops, ladies' top (for mum), jackets, PJ sets etc etc.
And I paid only SGD30 for them.
When per piece is going for an average of USD30

Thankfully I have my sources in Singapore's GAP office.
And am now eagerly anticipating their sample sale.
Now you know why I only buy shoes and bags when I am out shopping.

I hate hate HATE bleeding every single month.
I hate feeling like a bloated beached whale.
I hate the water retention.
I hate the swollen face
I hate the cramps,
I hate the headaches
I hate the tiredness
I hate just about everything related to it.

For a split second, I actually wondered if I were to remove my womb, would I still get periods.
I don't think so.
So should I?

Oh man.