Am I a lover fanatic?

Am I a lover fanatic

He cried,
I teared.
He smiled through the tears.
My heart ached for him.

Its too late for regrets now.
Reality kills.
I wish I did something.
I want to turn back time.
I believe, I could have stopped those tears.
Don't doubt I'd do that for you.
Because I would.

I am sorry.
Truly.

Going forward, I have learnt my lesson.
I will never allow myself to fall the way I fell for you ever.
For it breaks me to see you cry.

I only wish I had been more attentive.
Perhaps the fault lies with me.
I should have voted for you.
Project Superstar will never be the same without you.
I'll never forget you.