Meaningless

I can't help but feel that everything seems somewhat meaningless sometimes.

Life is meaningless
Family is meaningless
Friends are meaningless
Love is meaningless
You are meaningless
I am meaningless

I want to fast forward life.
And yet at the same time I want it to stop and not move forwards too fast.
Tension of opposites.
Tearing me in 2 very different position.

Can life be simple?
Can I just stay at home and sleep all day and night.
Not have to worry about work and everything else and just watch everything, everyone move around me?
can?